not just chunky, chunky was six months ago and i didnt mind that
except that it made his sex drive plummet.
as gay as i am, i still need orgasms.
he has man titties.
I have done EVEYTHING
short of "when are you gonna start working out you fat-ass?"
to encourage him to exercise.
I have started exercising,
which is awesome and gives me tons more energy during the day, btw.
and he is still just... lazy.
I have starting REALLY eating right,
not just dieting.
and he still drinks two sodas a day and eats a shit ton of junk food, and then just feels gross.
gross = no use to me.
i do NOT know what to do about this.
well that, and the fact that i met this girl.
actually, i ran into her, i already knew her from a few years back.
she is the embodiment of everything i hate,
(drama, parties, potheads, jealousy, immaturity, etc)
wrapped up in something i can't help being hopelessly in like with.
(tattooed, pierced, the-coolest-hair-i've-ever-seen, smokin' hot, antisocial, deep thinking, bitch.)
sweet JE-sus i want her.
she HAS a gf.
aaaaaaaand she thinks im straight.
in other news:
i have been having really troubling dreams lately.