we talk sometimes
usually when he's been drinking.
which he does a LOT of, apparently.
probably the 2nd bane of my existence.
(next to this stupid dog im taking care of. i am NOT a dog person.)
i love IMing
and it requires little or no effort.
but i hate how easily things get out of hand...
a wonderful and terrible thing
which my ex likes to drink a lot.
the perfect storm.
all three combined = very no.
we laughed, we cried, (okay probably just he cried)
things got really awkward
he got bitter
and then sweet
and i tried not to encourage him
*"tried" being the operative word here
and ultimately, i learned something.
dont IM drunk ex boyfriends unless you want to spend the entire night peeping through your fingertips completely terrified of what mortifying thing he's gonna say next.
"you have 'stupidly-cute' in spades"
"you're a cunt"
"to be completely honest i want to club you like a baby seal and impregnate you behind the middle school"
"if you were with me you'd be home"
(referencing an Owl City song that i love)
out of context, they're bad enough
in context, i basically had no clue how to react.
which is why messenger is wonderful
cuz all he saw was "lol"